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Sunday, December 12, 2010

moodless:/

I thought tht today i will felt happy,but dunno y,i my mood very DOWNnnnnn nnow..thx for some bastard spoil my mood, i hate KPC,freak _|_ :{......

哟~眼睛痛,搞什么?!...
felt tired now...hmm.. go and see Zhang Yun Jing's vcd but too bad don't have a abit disappointed lor..erm..she is very cool and handsome i love her..haha =)

 COOL
 haha,cute =]



张芸京超帅的,Hahahahahahaahaha__

Friday, December 10, 2010

suck holiday

Holiday,for me just nothing ..fuck off...when i coming back from S'pore, i had nthg to do,today i whole day at home,cos i no money liao.._|_...arggg....i'm going in mad now... crazy in this holiday,if not for my tuition account i'll not back so early,no work.no shopping,no training,just open my comp  and sit in front,stupid me...hope school can reopen faster,at school at least got friend,holiday just suck.._|_..sigh*just forget it:.>/

BTW...hope everything can be fine...Weee =)



This song are awesome =)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

=)

Finally i can do it... really,i finally put down him...Wee,i realise tht i nvr think of him a whole day,haha..i felt nothing to him again..maybe i not caring about him again..maybe the feeling just went away.. i really happy tht god let us meet together,let us loving..let us caring each other,let me care about u,but just now,all changed..i have changed my mind..just now u nvr chating aldy..maybe this is the best way to solve our probelm..thanks tht u waiting me b4,thanks tht u love me b4,thank.. but now i really gonna putting down you..i wiill stay strong..

Gambatik ::] u can do it....

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Speechless

What can i say?? em.. dunno lor... really.. speechless... relationship?haha.. think too much.. will i  put down him?haha.. i also dunno ler.. how can i do? i pretending again...pretending.. pretending again.. when i will kill you ler?i hate you..pretending..suck off...now my mood soooo down? i think u dunno de lar...cos i wan u tot me give out you.. soo i say like this,i will be strong.. haha...dunno i can comfort or not?for me.... i really...really speechless..dunno how to guess about u.. i really cannot guess tht wat u thinking about...a while say u love..a while break with me..sigh*dunno how to say you again...missing u..will you?

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Pretending

Actually..i hate pretending... butt dunno wat happen to me... i felt like to pretending that i felt happy...Haha..i think i siao liao...haha.. dunno y,cos of u i can felt my heart broking...today i feltt happy tht u chat with me...cos i really customarily now... today u say tht u will accept tht girl.. i speechless..and felt nthg to say...maybe i felt sad,and crying alone.. u knw? i thought  u dunno...haha...i dunno how to put down... no mood...maybe i still loving you?asking myself..em.. yea..maybe,i still will missing u.. y ler? u say many time tht u no need contact each other alrdy..but we still chating...everytime we say byebye,we can continue.. wat happen ler? maybe distance.. distance let us cold down...i cannot always beside uu..sorry about like.. except sorry i also nthg can say....i also dunno wat i thinking now...y..i will doing the thing like this?haha.. i also dunno lor....who can help me?cos u i insomnia...cannot sleep will..why god want to let us meet together?haha...maybe this is...wat is this i also dunno.. stupid right?yea.. stupid...i see ur note... i see ur email inbox... i felt....i dunno wat my feeling now... maybe i still care about you... still will missing u... haha...love too =).. pretending ??? i will kill u soon... =)

Monday, December 6, 2010

E.N.D

今天。是不开心的,我跟她结束了,没想到,我居然会为她哭,我想我疯了,哈哈,真的很笨,不知道为什么,我会有这样的感觉,我心疼,我伤心,你懂吗?现在,一切都不一样了,没有了,你对我说的话,没有了[宝贝],[傻瓜],[笨蛋],[老婆],[我在乎你],没有了......[我爱你],我很怕,我会不z习惯没有你的这些话,因为,我习惯了,今天我不开心,你这道吗?我喜欢你对我说的这些话,你说过,你叫我不可以离开你,你说你最在乎的是我,你还说你没有家人的爱,只有我了,你说过的话,我都记得,你懂吗?我担心你,很担心,因为,我担心你会因不开心的事伤害自己,你跟我说你最近在外国学会了喝酒了,而且你说你喝的很最醉,你还吐了,又跌倒,我很担心,你在外国,我不能在你身边,我会担心你在外国过得怎样,习不习惯,哈哈。你还记得,我给你看过的一间家吗?你还问是不是要跟你一起,可是我说不是,你很失望 ,其实,我想,可是我怕你觉得我随便,所以就没有讲,你说你不喜欢我喜欢hello kitty,只可以喜欢你,我开心,我喜欢你吃醋,那时我就说我喜欢doreamon,domo,我说它们很可爱,你就说那里?haha...我就问你喜欢什么cartoon,你说你喜欢tom and jerry....我就大笑,没想到,你cool cool的,会喜欢这种得。。haha...

  你跟我说你不喜欢你家人,我说不可以这样想,我问候你爸,你就吃醋,你说你在乎我,haha
你还说爱我,我很开心,haha,可是,我最讨厌我们吵架,我今天跟我说,有个nu生说要当你nu朋友,我介意,我生气,我吃醋,我不喜欢。。今天,你也说了你前nu友 的事,你说他,对你很好,可是。。最后,他劈腿,你离开了他,我无言,最近,我们都没话说,都是无言,无言的~我不喜欢这样,你最近怪怪的,你最近也说我对你冷淡,我没有。。真的,你说我hurt到你,对不起....我每天都在想你,我不习惯没有你的对我说的话。。。我每天起来就会看newyork 现在几点,看见你陪我到很迟我会催你去睡觉,可是你说你不累....我知道你要陪我.....可是现在。。一切都结束了,没有以前的那些话了。。。也许会不习惯......我想告诉你,我对你的爱,没变过,我会偷偷看你的facebook,你不懂会不会?哈哈,我想太多了....

是时候睡觉了。。晚安

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Maybe i don't understand me, u angry me i know,u say i giving u a coldness shoulder, but i don't have, i cannot imaging  that we together just first day then we have a quarrel, i nvr regret tht i together with you, but.. maybe i think too uch,maybe u don't understand me, maybe u distrust me,i don't know that why u will think like this, i felt  disappointed to you,how can i say? i really don't know.... just first time u say we not suitable each other... i nothing can say,i also dunno how to explain to you,.. maybe i not very understand to you..... but i think that u will understand,but too bad,u don't,nothing can say,u say u love me,i didn't think so, u let me felt sad...i don't know what can i do, i hate ppl mad at me,fuck off, i felt sorry to you i have not accept you on my relationship,i felt ashamed,but pls don't mad at me.. couse i really hate...