Pretending

Actually..i hate pretending... butt dunno wat happen to me... i felt like to pretending that i felt happy...Haha..i think i siao liao...haha.. dunno y,cos of u i can felt my heart broking...today i feltt happy tht u chat with me...cos i really customarily now... today u say tht u will accept tht girl.. i speechless..and felt nthg to say...maybe i felt sad,and crying alone.. u knw? i thought  u dunno...haha...i dunno how to put down... no mood...maybe i still loving you?asking myself..em.. yea..maybe,i still will missing u.. y ler? u say many time tht u no need contact each other alrdy..but we still chating...everytime we say byebye,we can continue.. wat happen ler? maybe distance.. distance let us cold down...i cannot always beside uu..sorry about like.. except sorry i also nthg can say....i also dunno wat i thinking now...y..i will doing the thing like this?haha.. i also dunno lor....who can help me?cos u i insomnia...cannot sleep will..why god want to let us meet together?haha...maybe this is...wat is this i also dunno.. stupid right?yea.. stupid...i see ur note... i see ur email inbox... i felt....i dunno wat my feeling now... maybe i still care about you... still will missing u... haha...love too =).. pretending ??? i will kill u soon... =)