Speechless

What can i say?? em.. dunno lor... really.. speechless... relationship?haha.. think too much.. will i  put down him?haha.. i also dunno ler.. how can i do? i pretending again...pretending.. pretending again.. when i will kill you ler?i hate you..pretending..suck off...now my mood soooo down? i think u dunno de lar...cos i wan u tot me give out you.. soo i say like this,i will be strong.. haha...dunno i can comfort or not?for me.... i really...really speechless..dunno how to guess about u.. i really cannot guess tht wat u thinking about...a while say u love..a while break with me..sigh*dunno how to say you again...missing u..will you?