My lovely father__♥

I really miss my father,when i go anywhere i will remember that he always drove me and mom,or my parents...sometime i return home from school,he will drove me and ask me--'where u want go to eat?he will always drove me go to eat my favorite food,KFC,but now,he was gone,he was leave us,my heart broke when i see his white colour FORD car,because,now nobody will drove us go to anywhere we want to.

I always remember that he always like roti plata,curry,chicken rice,KFC etc...i cry when i miss him,i really cannot accept.yesterday,i open my cupboard,i see his clothes,bell,short pants,tower,i really miss him,when i see his own thing.I always ask myself,why dad will leave us suddenly??i despite,i cry,i confused.=./ sigh-.-

Dad,never leave a one's last testament,i also dont how his gone.

I know that dad in this years he was not very strong,he go hospital around 3/4 time,but i really cannot imaging that he will gone in August 13, mom go to visit a whole day,around 5.15pm mom go back home,because someone was on the way to go there.Dad passed away around 7.55pm.

Before dad gone he like to go so place he like,he always go to eat his favorite food,dad is a hot tamper person,dad always obstinate,he like to eat ice-cream, chocolate, fried oyster etc..

I just felt sad that i nvr go to visit my dad, and the two patient beside my dad have leave the hospital,so i can imaging that when he felt difficultly no one can help him..


Through,dad gone,i'll take care myself and mom,i'll stay strong,
DAD,will always in my heart,
i will always miss him,
i hope he will be happy in other world,
i think dad wish us happy too...

Dad,you're me super daddy in my heart and mind..
LOVE YOU....

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For me,i always like to think what will happen in next minute;
and,i feel that some time,god are not fair for me...
how to say?hmm....i also dont,and lazy to explain-.-,lols <
but,i know i cannot blaming.
I wish that i can live with myself,
perhaps,i felt confused in here, yea...this place,totally hate.
i hope i can move here now,but i still cannot,sigh-.-sigh
have no alternative,and choice....
Lols,maybe i still stay in dreaming now.
Sometime,i cannot stay without money,
yea,i think human totally cannot stay without this...
if without money,i cannot buy my own thing..
So...i want to search a job in holiday,
i hope i can success interview....
Life like marathon,
so,people always catch their change,
someone did not much in their successfully,
someone like to judge people,
...suddenly i felt bored and stick in my bloggg....lols:(
Well,like a game,
oFF now,bye world!

到底是怎么了？心情不是很好，昨天还被妈咪骂了你顿，我真的很不喜欢被骂的感觉,真的很难受，很像哭，可是，我不是那种，遇到一些不开心的事，就倒下的人，是实事上，我是个不平凡的女生,可是,我真不很不开心,这样被骂,生气也不用这样的,而且我又没有做错什么有必要骂到这样吗?我不知道,我到底是不是和这里,我终觉得...我不知道该怎么说,我真的很不明白,为什么说到这么难听,我很想赶快离开,我很想快点毕业,然后,自己可以靠自己,去国外读书,自己可以养活自己.

虽然,在学校,我可以跟朋友玩的很疯,可是...我觉得自己不懂在搞什么,也许这是我的个性吧,我可以承认,我的脾气不是很好,而且有很小气,可能每次被骂后都有一种神经错乱想法...我有时候真的会想为什么,我会活在和世上.

我现在的想法,我只要把我的学业搞好,然后出国读书,有一份好职业,到时要什么就有什么,我是一个,只想为工作奋斗的人,什么爱情,结婚?我都不想去想,这..是我个人的想法.而且,像我这种那么好玩,又那么爱shopping的女生,一定有会买很多东西来宠自己,什么结婚的,根本对我来说不算什么,单身不是跟好吗?

我是一个不想被人管着的人,我会觉得很辛苦,没有乐趣,也许,这就是我跟别的女生不一样的地方..

nice song~