没心情 :(

今天的我很不开心，我已经要自己开心的了，可是今天就是不开心，家人很不了解我，我的事要跟谁说呢？我只讲了一句话，又必要发那么大的脾气吗？我这个人，需要的是自由，我不要被别人绑得紧紧的，我这得很讨厌，我真的很想搬出去，我想一个人，我哭了，我的心很痛，你们都懂，我做得不对，那你们是否又作对呢？我很不明白你们大人的想法，你们一点都不了解我，生气了，就可以乱骂人？丢我的东西？那对吗？我买自己喜欢的东西都不行？都要管?说我乱花钱，不信任我？算了，我没有就行了，我不需要你们的信任！！我讨厌被人管着！！

你骂人时,也拜托你骂人的时候，顾一下我的感受,   只要，我毕业了，我去念书了，我就可以不用在这里住了。我真的很伤心，我逼自己的眼泪不要掉，我现在只想一个人静下来，我很生气，也很伤心 ，到底我心里想的是，对还是错.....？？ 没有了解我的.... 算了吧，希望明天醒来会是一个好的开始，会是开心，我不想再去想了....   咳~如果时光能倒流就好了，可是这是不可能的事.....我会去面对的，我会勇敢的，我会更开心 :)

Updates

其实，我不是很明白朋友的想法，hmm....我也不懂了，以前都很在意他跟他有没有理我，每次都是这样，我都习惯了，两年了，命年就是最的一年，我们就要分开了，我真的不知道，他想什么咯，他就只会对我这样，可是，不知不觉中，我不再去在意这件事了，有时，我的心里会有一种很奇怪的感觉，我不懂该怎么形容，在朋友中，只有他令我很难去猜到他想什么，虽然很多人认为，我跟他很好，可是不是咯..... 朋友？？到底算什么啊？这样要理不理的，算什么？我有时真的很气，我觉得，朋友是要互相信任，不是吗？一定要这样做？我也不想去想了，我也不是在意你有没有跟我讲话，也不是什么秘密没有跟我说，我承认，我有点小气，可是我真的猜不透你想什么...我是希望，我们可以珍惜我们在一起的最后一年，毕业后，我们都不懂会去那里，不知道，还会不会再见面... 希望我们会珍惜每一天我们一起吃喝玩乐的日子吧 =)

yor~华语考试这次考倒很烂，很难看，而且有退步了.....可是我觉得老师很偏心，而且乱乱改，yer~讨厌死了！！fuck =(

Final years

F4's school life are in end now, time running so fast... i really enjoy F4 life, because i can play and crazy with geng,but next year i cannot like this alrdy....i need hard working alrdy... i felt marvelous :(

Although, i have some problem with me and my friend, got something wrong in our relationship,but the problem are solve!! haha... in our friendship maybe got many misunderstanding ,but we solve finally, maybe some have someone hate me,but i will not care how people look at me, i just wanna to do in best, maybe i not very understand some friend, but i really enjoy our friendship,i enjoy we go canteen together, we play together,and we mian bi shi guo together,haha...

tomorrow, last day ii go to school for chinese class, and than holiday will coming soon... but i this holiday i cannot go shopping every day, i need to tuition...hmm..yea..i repeat it many time alrdy...

Well, got 1 years only, i dont know that after the SPM, we all will going where??? maybe we will go ourself,and run after to our dream later... Soooo... i hope we can treasure our friendship :)

a legendary__❤

Suddenly i wish i can go to Korea,i also duuno ehy, i think maybe i wanna to change a lifestyle, i love korea very much....

Felt very bred today, nothing to do, so i always playing the mahjong game today,and have my popcorn,omg!!
i felt im going fatty alrdy...fuck... i need to keep fit alrdy :(sigh, forget it... Oh yea, i will go to working soon ..haha,happy,because i really no money alrdy, because i always waste my money in shopping,go cinema....
hope i can go to work as fast as possible :),but,in holiday i need to tuition,hmm... is two month for my account tuition,omg!! no choice lar,i prefer i work hard in one years, i dun wan i work hard forever,i must hard working now, this is few week i can still play with my game, posting my blog, play facebook, but when my holiday is start i really want tuition alrdy.... sigh...wish me success man!! hurray!! :) 'v' :) haha...

Well, that 's all in my secondary life :)

也许，那么久了，

我还会不断地向其他，

不懂为什么，

有时会，无故的哭泣

有时会想起他，

想久了，就会流泪

 

GAMBATIK :)

Happy =)

Heey hey heyyyy .......

Hahahaha, finally i complete my Account projek, it really make me confused,but finally i complete le haha,happy+relax alrdy...

My S'pore trip will  be start in 20 November,oowh, that's great....__♥

Don't why, this few day always can't sleep well, fuck,and my neck are fucking pain,sooo beh tahan!!!
tomorrow school day again, need return all the tex book,damn heavy....

well,still here ppl...

hairstyle__♥

I'm sharing this all video to all vister:)
ENJOY IT♥









This all hairstyle are awesome__♥

心情__ :(

我真的很不了解，为什么，你都不信任我？你都对我没信心，我不懂了，不想去知道，还人生中也去有很多事会发生，我心情写了，很混乱，不想让自己去想那么多，我要开心____♥

Account always let me confuse,sigh* this holiday cannot always go out alrdy larh,need tuition account,and need to do account project,LIFE... finally,exam finish alrdy,so fast, i will grow up to sec 5 next year,so fast,SMP coming soon,although,got 1yearss more,but time not enough alrdy,i need to cover back all subject that i have not do well,Well, off now...   

BYE word :) 

stay strong__♥