My lovely father__♥

I really miss my father,when i go anywhere i will remember that he always drove me and mom,or my parents...sometime i return home from school,he will drove me and ask me--'where u want go to eat?he will always drove me go to eat my favorite food,KFC,but now,he was gone,he was leave us,my heart broke when i see his white colour FORD car,because,now nobody will drove us go to anywhere we want to.

I always remember that he always like roti plata,curry,chicken rice,KFC etc...i cry when i miss him,i really cannot accept.yesterday,i open my cupboard,i see his clothes,bell,short pants,tower,i really miss him,when i see his own thing.I always ask myself,why dad will leave us suddenly??i despite,i cry,i confused.=./ sigh-.-

Dad,never leave a one's last testament,i also dont how his gone.

I know that dad in this years he was not very strong,he go hospital around 3/4 time,but i really cannot imaging that he will gone in August 13, mom go to visit a whole day,around 5.15pm mom go back home,because someone was on the way to go there.Dad passed away around 7.55pm.

Before dad gone he like to go so place he like,he always go to eat his favorite food,dad is a hot tamper person,dad always obstinate,he like to eat ice-cream, chocolate, fried oyster etc..

I just felt sad that i nvr go to visit my dad, and the two patient beside my dad have leave the hospital,so i can imaging that when he felt difficultly no one can help him..


Through,dad gone,i'll take care myself and mom,i'll stay strong,
DAD,will always in my heart,
i will always miss him,
i hope he will be happy in other world,
i think dad wish us happy too...

Dad,you're me super daddy in my heart and mind..
LOVE YOU....

Replace;

For me,i always like to think what will happen in next minute;
and,i feel that some time,god are not fair for me...
how to say?hmm....i also dont,and lazy to explain-.-,lols <
but,i know i cannot blaming.
I wish that i can live with myself,
perhaps,i felt confused in here, yea...this place,totally hate.
i hope i can move here now,but i still cannot,sigh-.-sigh
have no alternative,and choice....
Lols,maybe i still stay in dreaming now.
Sometime,i cannot stay without money,
yea,i think human totally cannot stay without this...
if without money,i cannot buy my own thing..
So...i want to search a job in holiday,
i hope i can success interview....
Life like marathon,
so,people always catch their change,
someone did not much in their successfully,
someone like to judge people,
...suddenly i felt bored and stick in my bloggg....lols:(
Well,like a game,
oFF now,bye world!

到底是怎么了？心情不是很好，昨天还被妈咪骂了你顿，我真的很不喜欢被骂的感觉,真的很难受，很像哭，可是，我不是那种，遇到一些不开心的事，就倒下的人，是实事上，我是个不平凡的女生,可是,我真不很不开心,这样被骂,生气也不用这样的,而且我又没有做错什么有必要骂到这样吗?我不知道,我到底是不是和这里,我终觉得...我不知道该怎么说,我真的很不明白,为什么说到这么难听,我很想赶快离开,我很想快点毕业,然后,自己可以靠自己,去国外读书,自己可以养活自己.

虽然,在学校,我可以跟朋友玩的很疯,可是...我觉得自己不懂在搞什么,也许这是我的个性吧,我可以承认,我的脾气不是很好,而且有很小气,可能每次被骂后都有一种神经错乱想法...我有时候真的会想为什么,我会活在和世上.

我现在的想法,我只要把我的学业搞好,然后出国读书,有一份好职业,到时要什么就有什么,我是一个,只想为工作奋斗的人,什么爱情,结婚?我都不想去想,这..是我个人的想法.而且,像我这种那么好玩,又那么爱shopping的女生,一定有会买很多东西来宠自己,什么结婚的,根本对我来说不算什么,单身不是跟好吗?

我是一个不想被人管着的人,我会觉得很辛苦,没有乐趣,也许,这就是我跟别的女生不一样的地方..

nice song~

life e dialy

life become so stress now...

是你让我幸福 ;
my love♥

Renew__♥♥

终于过了半年了，可是我不知道，我自己是笨还是什么，读的班又不是很好啦，都不懂我以后会怎样，可能是我没有用功吧，一直都很好玩，在班上有讲话，有笑，成绩是不可以看的咯，哟，我觉得我真的很懒叻，也许不是真的，是超级，一想到明年，我就开始觉得很烦了，英文很多生字又不懂，又要查字典，温习功课到一半又觉得想睡觉. 不然就一直上网，去补习，回来的成绩是超美的那种，我觉得我很浪费钱咯。。。而且有整天想去shopping...本来决定好了，要好好地念书，可是到后来又落掉了。。。我看如果我再不好好的念书， 考比较美一点的分数，我就一听死得很惨！突然觉得好压力哦，而且不想去想那么都东西，想到来有很生气。今天是惨的咯，一个人去补习，可是还好啦，没有怎样，没有被人欺负。。哈哈==上个月，笔盒不见，幸亏妈咪不懂，不然一定siao liao~真的很心痛啊，我还哭呢。。。想回来真丢脸:( 不久就要放假了，可能会去旅行。。。yay!!开心。要考试了，我要用功了......Jiayou!!! yay!!:)

my storylines

i was stuck on my blog 1hour ago.

i finally feel so stress,in my school work..lol so i will find out the way,god blessing me..pray hard!
parent day is coming soon....oh my god!my result...lol==dont want to say anymore!i really no ideal to post...i just recover from sick:(,stop sneezing,recover so fast....but i have skip school,and tuition...hope everything will be fine:)